Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Baby food

Ok, so it's been officially a month since I last posted. Not that I havn't had anything to say...just that it's been a busy month. Anyway, recently I've really been struggling with God. I've felt sort of abandoned in a way. Like I've been talking but he just hasn't been responding. So I've sort of felt like "Hey, are you really there?". Of course I know he is. But I just havn't really felt it. So I've been asking him to show me that he's there. I know he doesn't have to do that. And I guess it shows a lack of faith on my part. But none the less - it's honeslty where I'm at.
So anyway, get this! We are at the end of the month in our pay period. Money will be ok again tomorrow, but today it's pretty tight. So I called Scott and told him we needed some more baby food to hold us over tonight and tomorrow till we can buy more. He was like...Ok.let's try to see if there's something else we can give him tonight and in the morning. And as I was on the phone with him my friend showed up at the door with ...you guessed it... baby food!
So I'm just so excited because it was one of those answers to a need that was so clearly God. He didn't have to show me that he's real and that he's listening, but he did anyway. And I'm overwhelmed!